date:
Monday, May 28, 2007
title: the one to be killed is always the best
i'm not saying this without regret, i'm also not saying it because i want to. i'm saying it because i have to. for the rest of my journey, i know that saying sorry won't matter much anymore. all i'm asking is just to delete my existence from your life.
frankly, it's been coming. the signs were there but i choose to ignore them. i thought it would be different this time around but as well i have the cursed touch. everything i touch turns to a black rose. if you see me around or even have the chance to even say a word to me, then maybe your just plain lucky.
hopefully, all of you will never be able to be say my name again.
date:
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
title: evil is the word of the day
theme: foo fighters, times like these)
so to answer all of your questions,
1) yes, my studies are well
2) no, i'm not sulking again coz of some gal
3) i'm alive for now
i've got a bio quiz and a mid-term this week. how fast time flies. now the quiz would be today and and the mid-term would be on friday. honestly, i don't have any grudges against the lecturer. i mean Dr. Alice maybe a pinoy and all but she's one cool lady relentless of what i heard bout her people. why? she's the only lady in class that i see play a movie explaining some scientific fact when ever the students goes "huh?", she's reviews the class fairly and of course i can click with her. normally, i don't click with a lot of lecturers here seeing how much they just indulged in the teacher's pet norm. makes me just wanna burn something and put it in their office at times.
that nigerian dude (i don't know his name sorry) been pastoring me to hook him out with a malay girl and i'm at my limits. i mean like if he's a dude, why just can't he just go find one. i ain't being racist or anything, but come on. mua hooking somebody up? get your facts straight, i ain't no pimp daddy riding on a 20's. and the nerve of him calling all malaysians lazy and uncivilized. now technically that's fucking hell not true, i mean i'm a malaysian to in some extent and i see myself as what he had said. i swear, if he keeps babbling his mouth like that in public someone is really gonna send him back home wrapped in a coffin.
azira called me a cold hearted last week, now she says i'm just a person with no emotion. the irony of it, welcome to my world girl. it's been there all along and now finally she gets it. sorry but i'm no mood to answer any of her calls, i think it's the best time for me to make another houdini and disappear from some one's life. as always, i hope they won't ever remember my name anymore.
