date: Sunday, September 16, 2012
title: “You have to lift your head up out of the mud and just do it. ” - Teri Garr
time: 9:46 PM

As I began to write again, I realize its been days since I found something intolerably interesting to write about. how long has it been since my fingers been tapping the keyboard like they're on fire? how long has it been since my brain has been tap out from its slumber and actually start coming out with words that reside besides the theme of death and emoness?i nearly forgot to feel what i'm feeling at the moment. maybe it was you, or maybe it was just me finally letting somebody into the door with the no entry sign board perfectly polished every time it was looked upon.

Maybe it was the night where you poked at me that made me realize perhaps maybe i should just actually go "why not?" the time where you just kept on pastoring me enough to peak my mind to go from a dark room towards litting a light. i always tend to worry of what your reply would been back then, normally it would be enough to just steer me off as always. somehow, things didn't feel right if i decided to go on my own normal road. so i proceed, and now i know with just a stare in your eyes i made the right choice.

I'm thankful enough to be in your company now each day, even with all the hidden holding hands that we do in front of the crowd that seem to never sleep. i could care less what nonsense they spout from their mouths, all i care at the end of the day is that my hand is holding yours at the end of the day.

We still have a lot to work on. primarily me with all my secrets and past relationships that i choose to never bring up in front of you. that day will surely come, i promise i'll open back the bible and read it out to you for you to understand why am i the way i am.

For now, i just want to get it started trying to make you walk beside me instead of behind me.

xoxo



date: Monday, September 10, 2012
title:
time: 6:15 AM

i've been hitched. that's all for now



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Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

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