theme : Meg and Dia, Monster

it's been a sad week. my weekly income has been cut by 50 percent. my life is going down the drain as far as i'm concern. my life has been made a scap goat once again by my own family and personally it's the biggest scar in my heart so far. i'm stuck between deciding to slit my nerve or just stick out through another drama episode in which i know what lies at the end of the tunnel is nothing more than just another pile of coffin with the initials "may i r.i.p".

the only thing that's goes well around me is just the music that i tend to pick out of the bunch of posers which tend to haunt a normal teen. its normal for the kids here (malaysia) to be so in tune with the main stream and forget that if u take away all those head liners booming from those stereos you could still get some decent music around. i'm not gonna follow those typicals with their "Aw, beyonce's song is so nice" or "Britney rocks my world" scene. what's worst is somebody pretending to know everything bout some band which they heard for the first time yesterday.

take an example, this friend of mine came to my room just to surf the net this one time. before this he was proclaiming he was the king of rock and all the "good" rock tunes flow through him. so he was surfing and suddenly he decided to open my playlist. looking at the unrecognizable artists, he turn to me and say:

him: who's this?
me : a rock band
him: don't you have any other songs?
me : no, they're ok

so he played the song and was amazed with how good they sound

him: they're good
me : i know
him : how come i never heard of them
me : maybe you were too stuck in your own world

the next day, he came around parading his new found band. but when people ask him bout the band, he couldn't answer. he came to me and ask for some answers. i just told him the band was "finch" and he never know any other bands like those as long as he's a poser.

i'm beginning to think that i have a problem with everyone i come into contact with. Liz, Z, and even that friendly neighbourhood annoyance which i shall put the name as Pastors. sooner or later i'll get into some fight and i always and always am too usually stubborn to even apologize. i have an ego, doesn't everyone?

new resolution, dissapear before i start a WW3.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

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