i havent been able to find a song which i can really relate to, so am pretty much just keeping things boiling over inside atm. luckily my playlist is still intact so somebody must be praying over me out there, thanks.

i got my desktop back with a cheap buck so thats something to cheer about today. nothing costing over 100 bucks so thats a plus. whats a big drawback is that i've made an order and accidentally shipped it to the wrong address. i feel like a fool, wait, maybe even worst. think so, i know. i made a fools mistake. shitz. here i am, waiting for the bloody office to open in like 4 more hours. the good thing about the services here is that they have a chatting assistant that can supposedly "assist" you. i'm crossing my fingers that they'll do so. give me a break, i do need it. if not, i'd need to come up with a plan B just to make sure i get that bloody item. which is more headache for me and more laughter from the devil, not that i do need more from him anyhow.

if anybody realize, theres a new dead link to the right side. bear with it, she has her reasons. on a second note, somebody else came back. i would give her a big shout out but then i have a pretty small voice so i wait til i go and see her. and sorry, i have choose not to link her due to respect to her privacy. yes, its a luxury that few seem to know exist.

studies are doing good, only thing left for this week is to read a bitch load of lit materials and do a summary on one of them. while writing this entry, i realize that its a bit of up beat than normal. i don't know, maybe its the cold snow thats pouring into the open window in my room that i left open that i purposedly let in just so that i can feel the sensation of freezing to death. or maybe its the fact that i'm missing somebody way over the ocean. the fact that me and her are talking again, though not talking like we did before. just more matured than what we used to be. people may guess to whom this may refer to, but its not her. its the other "her".

im off.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

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