feeling nostalgic this week, decided to waste some sweat to do some spring cleaning. here's the new living room, i kind of dig it. i'm thankful the hard work paid off, at least it look new? i don't know, maybe. some new things to confess:

1. i've been slacking (again)
2. i think i've lost some people
3. i'm actually eating less now due to depression
4. the cigs are going away out of the window after that one final pack of mine
5. 8tracks is my new addiction, regardless of what my roommate thinks

people around me are getting emotional due to the fact that some of their friends are leaving. most of them are heading back home. i think its great that they choose to go back. Agnes once ask me if i would go back after i get my degree. i non-hesitantly reply no and i got an agro from her. i think i'm better off being away from my family. i'll cause less drama, less aggravation to the others and just a better way to tell everybody that i CAN make it in a foreign land. its not some drastic choice, it was something i thought off a long time ago. i choose to be away from everybody because i like being alone. i'm no terminator, and its not like i can't visit them from time to time. i'll always be in contact. its just i get bored with people easily, and people get bored with me more. its plain reason to not over stay before either one of us gets bored of each other. yea, i'm single but its bearable. i wish upon a star every night just so i can't go back. being alone with no shoulder to lay on is painful i know, but at least i'm assured that the ones i care for silently are doing alright.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

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