with regards to what's been going around lately, here's something to sum one of the many things that happen (in a rather not gloomy way) in my life so far. hope you enjoy yourself.



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i have come to realize that most of my songs are about heartbreak.

so much to a new beginning. i'm still hanging in there, barely. i guess it's something everybody goes through. that piece of rejection in which i myself am to blame. forget about what the normal things people would say, i'm a firm believer of reality. just get through it to my thick head.

"it was meant to happen"
"it was meant to be"
"we're not compatible"

the list goes on and on. i know its kinda old but what can i say bout it. i'm an old school person. holding to things that are old is what makes me be.

some how i've been able to grasp about what lead this all to happen. i'm not gonna tell unfortunately. i think i've let out enough about the details of my life.

she still sms's me. i think i should be thankful for that. though i'm beginning to hate it seeing that every time she does so i just feel like i'm being pitied. there's nothing i despise more than that sick feeling. if i could change myself, i would erase any sort of feelings that i can feel and that single perception would be number one on my list.

the fact that she's a thousand miles away from me is like something of nothingness. frankly, i partly blame her for the demise. the rest i blame myself. yes we're both at fault. but i know who chicken out at the last minute.

this is getting old and i need to get into a fresh breeze here. joy's blog have been deleted from the web. zihan has change hers. i'm thinking that maybe i should disappear again.

gonna be going to singapore and staying there for a week on monday. i'll post what ever will happen there, that's a promise. on another note, i won't be in malaysia come the middle of the year. i'll be someplace which hopefully i will not be able to be reach at all.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

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