i don't know how long has it been since i touch this site. it's been too long for me to remember that people still read this.

i guess some people must be going "finally...he..." something something.

i've been going through some walls and stuff. it's nothing personal. just my personal preference of not wanting to be found and being complied to tell anybody of whattabin going on. my dad left a voice mail with that tone that just seem all familiar to me. i got a bunch of facebook invites from relatives that i don't even know in which i pretend i'm a complete stranger to them. happy b-day to those that had their day, i'm sorry i couldn't comply myself to make a ring just to say a few words.

those pills are gone now and i think i need a new substance to keep my head down. i'm drinking coffee at 5 am in the morning just have baggy eyes so that i can pretend i'm invisible to people or just give a hint that i'm too lazy to socialize.

no new works of art thus far, thats how dead my brain is. i'm polluting it the poisons of life.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

Software Used:Adobe Photoshop
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