theme: water splashing in the aquarium behind me

sometimes i wish that i can never be found. my dad call me today asking me bout an update of my current situation. here's the thing, for every task that he sent me out to do he expects me to do it in less than a day. this coming from somebody who always expect perfection from everything in what his children does. there's no second place in his mind, only the number ones lay waste in his mind.

the thing is, this sorta thing takes time. and one day only got like 24 hours. i maybe a vampire, but i can't expect myself to move on and just change into a zombie. no matter what valid reason i tell him, he'll never listen. that's just the dad he is.

so as you can expect, the conversation turn into a real fight with me just trying to think of way to end it. my ears was getting hot as coal just digesting all the words he abuse at me. he may not have the best English in the world but it still packs a bite.

this is just one of the many reasons where i wish i could just disappear and just wait till i'm reborn again. but then again, i'm not the same person as i was before. they say falling down is the hardest thing to ever happen. i object by stating that rising up is even harder.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

Software Used:Adobe Photoshop
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