It's the way I should go

They can call me an idiot, but then again,
I’m used to being called that,
Others deem me as just a significant,
Based on just how loud I can be,
I feel dejected when ever I feel like this,
Being in a place so dark,
Yet unable to have his peace of mind,
Can’t have some shut eyes for too long,
What more to open my mind to others,
I can’t talk and hang with anybody that long,
There’s always a limit for me I guess,
At the beginning it was always fun,
Come to end I feel like puking all over,
The words friendship and relationship,
Are benign to my vocabulary,
I admit it’s wrong to ditch everybody,
But I have to accept the fact,
When ever somebody moves to a far away land,
They’ll always forget what brings them home,
Don’t say I didn’t try,
I know to a certain degree that I did,
Even god knows that it’s true,
But I want everybody to accept me as who I am,
I don’t stick with any packs or groups,
I have no favorite and certainly am not bias,
Those that know me know I’m no saint,
I have no such things as best friends,
I’m a gypsy, a wanderer, and a drifter,
All my life I’ve been moving from one place,
I’ll always keep everybody inside,
I thank you for healing and keeping me,
I love all of you I do,
But my life has always end up in hate,
I’ll leave a key on the table,
In hope it’ll help you understand,
I don’t change for anybody so never mind,
Nothing rests forever guys,
That’s the way I should be,
Call me the worst,
Or what ever that’ll make you happy,
I’ll always love every single one of you,
But I don’t want you to hurt now,
That’s all I wanted to say,
So for now,
I guess I’ll be on my way.