there's no music at the moment, that's partly my fault. the rest is due to freaking mixpod acting up. there's just so much shit in my life right now that i think this whole post won't fit.

i can't even stay in my own room without looking blatantly down at the dark corner where i store my pen knife. its just stupid. i feel like i want to scream again and just give up on life. am i really a loser?

why do people choose to change others thinking that the change will bring them closer towards what they think will be a beneficial existence? honestly, if you can't stand a person for being who they are then don't bother to go talk to them. if you think they're annoying then stay away from them. but if they keep things to themselves and do their own thing, how in that respect is a distraction or even an annoyance to your life?

i just can't bloody get it why anybody would want to butt into somebody's personal matter and just demand that their way is better. just because you had a good life doesn't bloody mean your better than everybody. mind your fucking business and i'll mind mine. the world is full of pencil pushers as it is.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

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