" I met an angel today. I feel like I've known her for a long time. I know its wrong for me to say this since I feel I belong to another girl, but I'm so confused. I like her, not just because of her looks because I haven't met her yet. But just because she just seem real and real to me. I don't think she's fake, I think she is a real gem.

How do i describe her? she's very daring. daring as in able to make me do things that i think i won't ever be able to do somebody else. she push me off the edge a bit here and there and the good part is i don't mind doing her bidding. maybe it's just me wanting to play with fire but it's just so intoxicating.

She has her own view about things and she has her own direction of where she want to go. the total opposite of me where i just go and live in the present and don't give a fuck what'll happen to me in the future. she can be cute at times describing what she wanna make herself as a future person, i tend to annoy her a bit just because it think its funny how she wants to be a leader when she's so small in stature.

What i like about her the most is the way she tend to respond to my ludicrous comments and just go with it like its a normal conversation. its like we known each other in a past life or something and decided when we die, we'll converse again like nothing "dead" ever happen. while it may seem to others, i feel like i can't be bothered with what others think and i feel as though she feels the same way.

Although this may not be the last time i write about her, i do feel like i wanna talk to her more and just be with her for as long as she wants me there in her window. i AM afraid of getting close to her just because for fear that i'll ruin everything, and i know for a fact i WILL do so. this is how much i don't trust myself but she just makes me just wanna jump the gun and dive away from the safe heavens of Titanic together with her hands.

I think i need to continue this another time, or maybe hide it for now. because i feel terrible being not able to tell her how much i'm willing to commit myself to her. "

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

Software Used:Adobe Photoshop
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