I check the application status today, and it read “Congratulations, You been accepted”. A gust of stressful air came out of my lungs as I breathed myself to control my emotions. Focus Gary, you just break the first part of the wall. Now you have to climb the steps and this time, a single slip is the end.

I never knew they would accept me, but they did. I guess its either they want my money, they think I’m good enough or just they just think I’ll fail again. Thoughts can only explain which is which, I know my brain is currently hell bend on its current assumption.

I haven’t been able to contact a few person of interest in awhile. Most probably because I feel it’s close to valentines and I guess some of them are bit pre-occupied with it both in a positive and negative way. I’ve no plans for v-day, as much as some people would think I should. I kind of feel old when I think about it. Me celebrating it with somebody, and the thought of Katy Perry’s music video pop up into the frame. It’s not enough that hitz.tv play it every day in their playlist, they played it nearly every morning. I swear it’s always there coz I listen to it every time when I have my morning coffee. Did I mention I’m trying to quit smoking now? Yes, serious.

Who am I kidding right?

But honestly I am. I’ll at least give it a real shot this time.

Happy valentines to all you love birds out there. Hopefully you won’t look your partner in the eye and scare them off like I did.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

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