"I figured I might as well let it out before it grips me down the drain.

So, I went to get a medical check-up today to settle the last part of my uni documentation. What turns out to be a normal routine check, turned into a night with a whole lot of counselling and micro medicinal vocabulary down my brain. Everything was going well, from my urine test towards my eye sight test until they check my pulse and suddenly the nurse stood up and immediately and pass my blood pressure results to the doctor.

The doctor took a glance look and ask me to head into his room. He ask me to sit down and ask me to relax. He took my pulse, and listen to my breathing and after that he told me I had Metabolic Syndrome. According to him, it a mixture of medical disorders that occur together which leads to heart disease, stroke and diabetes. While I need to go into a more detailed check to comfirm those three, he said chances are I'm already more than likely to have a heart disease and stroke due to the irregularity of my blood pressure and pulse rate.

He added that I'm already at risk since his initial findings from my so call general medical check up was sufficient proof enough I'm suffering from Young Hypertension (which in other terms mean High Blood Pressure).

What's even worst, there's no cure for all this he said. Only way to actually heal it is to actually "live" a more healthier lifestyle. I told myself great, I' already have to dig my own grave and now I know what I'll die off. So there it is, I'm practically can die any time now. I told my cousin about it he was speechless. I just told my mum about it over the phone and she said she'll come see me soon after her final chemo treatment, while my dad just said don't think too much about it. I'm not in a death bed yet, but I feel like I'm already standing in one. I don't know when I'll die but I guess I'm better telling somebody about it before it actually do hit me sooner.FML. "

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

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