my head is a bit intoxicated without the normal alcoholic poison. so i sat on my couch, sip my tea, lit my cig and decided i needed to blog about something to just let something (which i still don't know what) out of my chest.

ever get that feeling? something is pouring down in your mind and you just can't let it out for fear of being judged or worst being taken a fool just because you don't know exactly what it is your supposed to say or do. i do agree some what that i take my personal life a little bit extreme, but i like my privacy. i firmly believe if i can't have just a single moment by myself, i'm more prone to fail at life than living it.

things have been nice in mmu. although i do wish i had a few people i know around me, but they're far across the ocean or probably they've forgotten about me by now. me being replaced by somebody and my name just a cast of shadow in the midst of their mind. truth be told, it was expected. but that didn't stop me from sulking about it and imagining myself in an all white room screaming my lungs off to be remembered for something.

i've come to conclude that no matter how much i try to think about anybody, it just eats away at me knowing that the bond we share doesn't mean shit anymore and the deterioration incises within each passing day. a friend of mine once told me a person changes the more people they swing about from. i told her that ain't true and promise to proof her wrong. tonight i think she was right all along. what was going through my mind to go against her wisdom? she's been through more compared to me.

i bet that person is probably laughing at me right now for trying to vainly proof her wrong. i should give her a cig and say congratz, you where right all along.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

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