i feel like my eyes wanna start pouring again. i hit my head against the wall just to see if it can be a good distraction. bad move, now i'm dizzy and my eyes are getting watery. just hold it in i guess i can say. the most problematic part about not giving in is that you feel your heart is pierced and a sharp pain looming over your chest. you might wanna take your hands off that invisible stick because frankly, its not gonna do a shit anything.

sent that hedley song to Mitch the other day and ended influencing her to download a whole stack of their songs. gawd.. ask her what's new and all since its been awhile since i last chatted with her. she complain about how working is frankly a bitch to her energy and just wanted to get some balanced out sleep to keep her mind working in flexes. on the good part, she's happy with her life back there.

she gave me the lay-down that i tend to over analyze things too much and as such deemed me as well just asking for trouble for myself. kinda of a smarting remark for her to make but then, i'm used to her words. perhaps maybe its true that i just think too much, but gotta remember, its one of the things that makes me who i am. hate me for it, i ain't gonna change. sure i'm not the same guy that was back in nilai. that so called horrid moment there in which i still remember those words that was uttered "games we played as kids" in which i so blasphemously still hate and will remember. the part that made me bitter and just wish i didn't attend college in the first place.

my, like my relationship isn't already depressing enough.

wait for the new year. you might hate me more.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

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