CrashCarBurn; Serenade

so i've added 2 more links for my blogs.

i won't lie. i'm taking this without nobody's how should i say "permission". call me a crook or what ever, its not my fault that these were found so so easily.

one's galvin, some dude which i went to college with and whom was apart of my ex's holy trinity. he's a nice guy, though i laugh at how many attempts he try to smoke and cough out the smoke.

the other's well, my ex. i know am gonna get a lil bit of a barrage of questions and rage for it. but hey, let me point something very very clear. this doesn't prove anything. this doesn't mean i'm back to pain point bus stop station number 1. i will admit, i do lick my wounds from time to time and it'll never heal until somebody calls the MIB and flashes that thingamajig that they used to put me in an amnesia state. any questions? i'll be glad to answer them later.

in other words, tutz had a lil talk to me about what's been going on in the family. my family doesn't know who i am. they don't.

i get into shitty problems, and i go depressed over it thinking of what to do. i don't ask for help. i don't show it, but instead i hide behind a face that just smiles and cracks at the lil bit of humor that i see. it's pathetic to not be able to ask for help. i'm quick to point out that i do the same to my friends as well. the few that i have left.

i don't have a crew. and my housemates well, i don't even feel like sharing with them considering just how much of a CNN they can be. they are nice, but its not worth their trouble for them to hear me out bout what's bothering me.

i realize i've been blogging a lot. it seems i've a lot of issues boil up. if people have "the crew", then perhaps i guess this is my own little personal dark corner where i can just creek in and ponder where do i go on.

i don't talk a lot i know. people ask me that same old question. my theory is i have too much on my mind to focus on whats going on around me.

a friend of mine which i won't name for reason of being polite thinks i should date a friend of hers. thought for the day.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

Software Used:Adobe Photoshop
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