(skillet, hero)


i'm druggin myself with alchohol and diet pills. i'm hoping it'll give me a sense of non reality to help me coup with all this. i'm wondering if i should finish that bacardi. i just found out somebody has been using my debit card. i don't know how they did it, i just wish i knew how as well. i stick a note to my wall reminding me that i should go to the bank today. it is that important.

i'm keep reminding myself how much of a fail i've been. from people, to education to even trying to keep myself motivated. i like to keep a lot of things to myself. is that a crime? maybe its a bit of a luck i made it so far thus far. the other day i was told that i was being nice. fact is, i really wasn't sure how to talk to people anymore. i don't know how to interact or ask for help when in the depths of my mind i knew i must.

every time i look at who's online, i see a bunch of names that i think i just add just for the sake of knowing the person. those i tend to talk to, seems distant and have their own problems to deal with. i wonder if it was right to even talk to them in the first place.

i can't wait to finish my finals. by that night, i'd probably open up another bottle and finish it as well. i think i may have found a new friend.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

My Side Project /Zihan/ Parishna/Ryan

Software Used:Adobe Photoshop
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