It seem just yesterday that I promise myself I’ll be a better person and ended up breaking that vow 2 hours later. Perhaps maybe this year will be different, I hope? I don’t think I’m the most perfect person alive, I just think I’ve grown over the years from that small silent kid to a now somebody that actually have a voice about himself with the extra added fats (ugh!)

While roaming around Puchong with my cousin, we came across this pub that had this promotion going on and something caught my mind. 88 bucks for an effing pillar from 9 til closing time. I was caught between two worlds. Here I am trying to not let myself be drag into the world of alcoholism again and the bar is just a road away from my house. What’s worst is the fact that I’ll be staying there alone earlier than expected seeing that Agnes is going away in mid-feb.

Should I be scared that I’m going to waste my cash on that golden water again? I should I guess. But at least I can rest assured that there will be a place for me to just go and drink my problems away should the need arises.

Things that have been settled this week:-

a) Finally got my new GPS toy
b) Going through the final details of my uni application
c) Finally able to drive around that car

Perhaps maybe I should do that checklist all the time. It kind of gives me a sense of accomplishment for what I had did throughout the weekdays.

Clifford’s going off on Monday and guess who’ll be the lucky driver. I’m already preparing myself mentally for the car ride. KL traffic is no joke. Whenever I’m in the car riding by, I imagine myself being stuck on a road full of speedy and careless leeches just waiting for me to commit a mistake and pounce on me. Once pounced, the leeches suddenly squirt out vampire like goblins who yell and make fun of you. They fulfilled themselves curiosity by making a mockery out of your careless souls and then finally infests your minds with their dark words just so you can repeat their cycle all over again.

I’ve seen a few people fallen for the rage of the road and its unsightly.
I need to lose weight and gain my focus again. Blood sweat and tearful workout diets, here I come back to you.

Hi,my name is Garrz. some would call me me G where others choose to be formal and just call me by my surname. this blog is a recollection of my life and my undecided other soul. while it may seem to be suicidal in a glance, it is just an explicit form of expression of myself against the typical world. i AM a banana and i do LOVE sad pandas. contact can be made towards ybgarr@gmail.com

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